urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thenewheather thenewheather thenewheather 2005-05-22T21:14:56Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thenewheather:571 2005-05-22T21:14:56Z 2005-05-22T21:14:56Z ok... so i must say i'm pretty proud of myself.. instead of sitting on the couch all day today i went out to 205 and did my first official work out!!! it feels really good to have actually done something !!<br /><br />i did the bike for 30 minutes... 12 miles... woo hooo<br /><br />the eliptical thingy that killed me (i'm sure i'll like it once i'm in a little better shape) for 10 minutes (the goal was 30 but... that wasnt happening)<br /><br />and then walked on the treadmill for 20 minutes... <br /><br />brenda was there too... finishing up her training session so we did the eliptical and the treadmill together.. it was nice to have a friend there... i'm so proud of her!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thenewheather:342 2005-05-11T20:07:43Z 2005-05-11T20:07:43Z here we go... i'm serious about this this time.. i hope that we can all hold each other accountable (hint hint)... I get on these "healthy" kicks where i do really well.. and then i just dont care anymore... I'm feeling a little depressed these days... not because of the whole brian thing.. just because i dont feel good about myself... his not being interested in me certainly didnt hurt... I have all these beautiful friends around me.. and i'm jealous... i want to be beautiful.. and not in the way that your friends say... "heather you are beautiful"... i want to feel beautiful.. and believe it when my friends tell me that i am!<br /><br />so... tomorrow when i am done with school i'm making my way to 24 hour fitness and i'm doing this.. not to look good for anyone else.. but because i feel like shit on the inside.. and i dont want to feel like that anymore