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Sunday, May 22nd, 2005
2:13 pm	ok... so i must say i'm pretty proud of myself.. instead of sitting on the couch all day today i went out to 205 and did my first official work out!!! it feels really good to have actually done something !! i did the bike for 30 minutes... 12 miles... woo hooo the eliptical thingy that killed me (i'm sure i'll like it once i'm in a little better shape) for 10 minutes (the goal was 30 but... that wasnt happening) and then walked on the treadmill for 20 minutes... brenda was there too... finishing up her training session so we did the eliptical and the treadmill together.. it was nice to have a friend there... i'm so proud of her!!! Current Mood: energetic (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
1:02 pm	here we go... i'm serious about this this time.. i hope that we can all hold each other accountable (hint hint)... I get on these "healthy" kicks where i do really well.. and then i just dont care anymore... I'm feeling a little depressed these days... not because of the whole brian thing.. just because i dont feel good about myself... his not being interested in me certainly didnt hurt... I have all these beautiful friends around me.. and i'm jealous... i want to be beautiful.. and not in the way that your friends say... "heather you are beautiful"... i want to feel beautiful.. and believe it when my friends tell me that i am! so... tomorrow when i am done with school i'm making my way to 24 hour fitness and i'm doing this.. not to look good for anyone else.. but because i feel like shit on the inside.. and i dont want to feel like that anymore (6 Comments |Comment on this)